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1. |
Flon Song
01:31
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Monotone and groaning
you are outside of my range
a secret door that strained to close
and sealed without a trace
there's a human shape that begs for it
there's a feel good message behind this shit
and I swear to God if everything
would cleanse out of this world
A terrorized populace
makes a cold unflinching dish
the program has succeeded
and the culling will subsist
A harried automaton
that leaves its skin to shed
and out of sight and mind
and blood and sweat begets
This hardened tongue of mine
it's scrolling at a distance and inspires me to lie
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2. |
Grease
03:56
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pupils swimming
head of locks
came to bicker over shots
crawling the surface
of sidewalks
desiccated, talking shop
and you knew it all along
plucking the feathers from my jaw
I come to a boil, don't feel at all
chirping that reminiscent song
wither and focus
a fly on the wall
a buzzing, antagonistic thrall
deafened and cordoned
your limbs become stumps
another regressive forlorn slump
and you knew it all along
plucking the feathers from my jaw
I come to a boil, don't feel at all
chirping that reminiscent song
---
whittled down to base components
antecedent of my holding
onto you, a cycle I can never complete
dread stops me in my tracks
attainment of the things I Lack
it seems so damn impossible, I'll hold the sin up
You can nurse and hide or beg and plead
My pulse missing, blood at half opacity
Conscience is a nag and I hope it leaves
got a new ultimatum every week
I know it's part of the process
but I cannot stomach any more of it
Total platitudes aiming
for deflection that I'm maintaining endlessly
you will grasp for someone's notice
isolate, corrode and possess
ceramic knife admittance
kept preserved like pins in insects
chirping that reminiscent song
and I'm never changing
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3. |
Lack
03:51
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cant help the feeling
shouldn't free you
even when the fire will rain on you
onto the servants
onto the servants all
gone manager
bone sleep in the dirt fill
blowing fertile xxxXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
here are the sinkholes where we focus in evolving
still the stress
filled with honest statements, navel wringing
young and talented
Can't mate in the
same dungeon
Fourteen years and haven't changed
Hey where was the--
Oh God
Help me from the -- mmfffh
Don't
try to change
for yourself
AAAaaa
Hey
turn into
a slave...
Don't
Time's running out
Cement the styrofoam
And give into yourself
We feel denied and disappointed
You're chewing me telling me what
Don't seal in the
nice man
Can't share in me
Hell no
So ashamed when you
hold me
Fourteen let me die
What's your reaction
to the stolen teens
and peers eaten whole
Do these semen gentlemen wound themselves
and sell this show along
No more
Guilty
Nothing
Fourteen, through the
Most eerie
World Series
Completely void of quality
No...
Don't...
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4. |
CHA
04:00
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5. |
Another Alex
02:52
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Every action with an absence of faith
It pulls me down to the rest untattered
Every denizen this anglo mistake
We'll trace about like this shit don't matter
tearing from the screen
there's a thing worth mentioning
and it's not what it seems
we're succumbing to their needs
actually, a matter of fact
I don't think it's like that
separation was a good time for us
and them
and all except their hook-nosed friends
g-d forbid a vet's amphetamine bend
in an honest kind of way
there's a heightened state
of holding stakes
I'll board up these window frames
and fly in a girl to impregnate
choke out
and I'll ban evade
and they won't bake down
or dilute my state
and we're done with hiding
there's a universe of pain that we're inciting
good fighting
you're pulled down
you can't make something out of nothing
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6. |
China
03:36
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So steady, boat life made me so ready
crawling out a pile of cords
out of order, ponytailed organ donor
my existential collapse
your hamhanded, half-pretended understanding
and demanding me to serve
click captchas, sign a lease and get established
holes in your knees will sew themselves
the same story
been telling people four fucking years
no addendum a point based system on my tears
hey honey
I ran the percentages
no compromise call it a value bet
every grievance
shrink wrapped for your convenience
shredded out an archival suite
my model's clipping
with quotas and two day shipping
slit my throat with the blister pack
an unrelenting
spiral that I've been preventing
a carved jagged serrated tryst
left rotten
bored out and so incultarded
the sullen annals bit by bit
this allegory
I shipped it from China extra cheap
narratives console me
hold me when I sleep
beholden to all of these sins and colonies
live in shacks and fill out forms in portuguese
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7. |
Fiscal
03:19
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i'm tired of the time gate mechanics
i'm playing pen pals with a derided self
write a new description
drafted into conscription and I'm
trying to build a dynamic
another mass shooting panic
that I caused
obit says son and a brother
i'm rotting fast in the summer
shuffle through my remains
you'd never entertain in your life
that i'd commit to save
the rouse we need to continue
your back's at a 90 degree angle
and I will decide to discontinue
you waste your own time I'll covet mine
subscriptions renewing drip and drain you
...
sip the last breath from the pit of your sternum
cleft, you regress in vestigial function
it's an elegant way to say
that you won't be there when you need to be
you'll climb out of this reddened haze
that swallows up all your reasons
hooked to what's up all your hidden achievement
starved and rock hard like a rapist demon
and I came with the full extent of
militant games and their expectations full
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8. |
doesnt matter what
05:14
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bitterants confined inside
this hull designed to hold my spoiled thoughts
and I don't claim to know that
shouting down denies the things we lost
and out of rebirth
to cauterize the superficial wounds
a yearning neetling's grasp on
sustinence
i'm hiding away
the usual spieling array
of self care routines
picked up and discarded
and don't expect results
it's out of my old hands
it's gonna look something like this
do what you wasted on your mind
the pulp passion took a side
a useless parasite
you cut context tonight
a bullet taking manifest
the pulchritude that I obsess
before it takes you to its breast
you comment surface and contemptible
the rhetoric is tired
the moments of relief
composing this is meaningless
it's masturbatory
supposed to hold me closer
fist taut on a leash
response becomes anemic
and it passes in its sleep
torture amounts to this
a crumpled window dressing
constant lucidité maze
specs tight and framerate clean
you're an oyster I wedge between
you're bolstered, cold metallic sheen
synapses snap and clasp
YKK will never last
It's a sealant
It's a wall
and it's so big I didn't know this could fall
it's controlling
and it destroys
and it pulls me out until i'm not alive
x_x
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9. |
Sincerity
02:57
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oh sotomayor
holding on my throat at a clamp
breathing out a motive
tempted but I know that I can't
a superseded
unit of measurement
an arterial spray
and it won't go away
i'm feeling
cold and presiding
kids are suiciding
in a cannibal state
inatteignable, so know this
cut into my attire
9 to 5
and you're breeding alone
guttersnipe
holding toll and tame and tock your time
it's so impeding
built to contain all this spite
declining indefinitely
fistfuls of anticonstant
confabulation
microwave station
the stab wounds open
the stitches ripping
Tear out my braces
sippin on e. coli and chasing it with gin, it's all managed
9 to 5
and you're breeding alone
guttersnipe
holding toll and tame and tock your time
it's so impeding
built to contain all this spite
declining indefinitely
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10. |
Jem
02:51
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11. |
Lawn Song
02:26
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it's got to the point that
I say nigger and my friends laugh
a group becoming ever compact
because I tend to cut off contact
I cannot hide what I consume
I can't imagine what you'd do
the bargain bin replacement you
is sunk cost
hate lost
now fill me with the dread
of denied abhorrent lays
there's a jew led bounty on my head
sniffing out your one mistake
and a knifeless sage
i'm feeling like I'm in a foxhole
or glaring past you at a funeral
and beer it never gets me sexual
just contemplation at a urinal
round goons 6'5 in height
leave me so atomized
I can't entertain their animus
a cunning attempt to hamper us
you can't just unread this
altruistic defeatist
I go outside and drill the holes in their bodies
all this miming
and the constant reminding
buried bodies in my Amazon address book
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